April 17 ~ 2011

Today I was supportive to my family. It is difficult to say goodbye to someone. It was so nice for them to be sitting around talking about memories... I watched kids. I cooked. I was supportive & I was mommy.... so as selfish as it may sound, at the end of the day and I reflect, it was also isolating. I didn't get to be part of the grownup time until just the last few hours.... and as ok as it was to be mommy it was hard to not want the time with everyone visiting and remembering.