May 1 ~ 2011

I have not much today.... my little son cried himself to sleep again on the floor... sad but I don't know what else to do... anyone have an idea.... sitting with him, watching tv, all not options... he has been a self soother for so long that he just wants to play with us & tv is not soothing at all. So we keep him safe in his room & he can choose to stay in bed or play in the dark... also not fun! And this morning, he got up & because I leave the door open a crack at night, he came and looked at me at 6:30am and said HI MAMMA... and as cute as it was, it was also very annoying!! My days are suddenly changed. So we grow up... little by little... it is hardest on me it seems...

And on a separate note... if my computer goes crazy this week... forgive me.... I may be out of range again! ;)