OHY Vey
Today "we" started putting down the floor. It is SUPPOSED to be relatively easy. YEA RIGHT. It is LOUD... that is the whole problem. It requires aLOt of pounding & cutting. And THIS noise you can imagine kept Espen from taking a nap.
My arm hurts so badly (my fingers are asleep & not functioning correctly) that I feel like anything I grab will fall out of my hand. And I'm tired. And I need a break. And everywhere I look is WoRK. SO when the pounding kept my baby from napping and he was laying in his crib crying I LOST IT. I threw a bottle of cleaner and it broke orange smelling cleaner all over then kitchen. Childish & immature??? OF course. And I sobbed... the house is such a mess. Tools, trash, not complete projects of the BIGGEST kind are all over.... I can admit that there is progress happening. LOTS of it. BUT now we have the floor & several rooms to still paint and the floor is going to be HARD & LOUD to do. And not to mention that we can't get the carpet installed downstairs because we have an area to tile first. GEESH... SO I sobbed. And I am still wearing my stinky clothes. And I have paint that won't come out in my hair. And there is no help. And at this moment I don't see how in the hell we will have our furniture delivered by May 20th..... and I have a party planned for May 28 for one special little boy..... and how can we have a party with no place to sit or a place for people to stay.... I'm just mad and frustrated and angry as hell..... I swear if we ever buy a house again there will be MINIMAL work to be done.... and by MINIMAL I mean almost NONE.
I have some pictures from my progress today but I'm not in the mood to download them... I actually am still listening to the pounding and praying that the baby sleeps through it... cause he didn't have a nap & he needs some sleep. And I'm guessing we are going to work until we finish the spot we are working on... UGH is all I can say..... And tomorrow is mother's day.... I don't think anyone here in this house will remember... but I have gotten some nice cards.. so thank you for that :).....
My arm hurts so badly (my fingers are asleep & not functioning correctly) that I feel like anything I grab will fall out of my hand. And I'm tired. And I need a break. And everywhere I look is WoRK. SO when the pounding kept my baby from napping and he was laying in his crib crying I LOST IT. I threw a bottle of cleaner and it broke orange smelling cleaner all over then kitchen. Childish & immature??? OF course. And I sobbed... the house is such a mess. Tools, trash, not complete projects of the BIGGEST kind are all over.... I can admit that there is progress happening. LOTS of it. BUT now we have the floor & several rooms to still paint and the floor is going to be HARD & LOUD to do. And not to mention that we can't get the carpet installed downstairs because we have an area to tile first. GEESH... SO I sobbed. And I am still wearing my stinky clothes. And I have paint that won't come out in my hair. And there is no help. And at this moment I don't see how in the hell we will have our furniture delivered by May 20th..... and I have a party planned for May 28 for one special little boy..... and how can we have a party with no place to sit or a place for people to stay.... I'm just mad and frustrated and angry as hell..... I swear if we ever buy a house again there will be MINIMAL work to be done.... and by MINIMAL I mean almost NONE.
I have some pictures from my progress today but I'm not in the mood to download them... I actually am still listening to the pounding and praying that the baby sleeps through it... cause he didn't have a nap & he needs some sleep. And I'm guessing we are going to work until we finish the spot we are working on... UGH is all I can say..... And tomorrow is mother's day.... I don't think anyone here in this house will remember... but I have gotten some nice cards.. so thank you for that :).....
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