Feb 28 ~ 2011
I am going to bed. I had a plan & my plan is dissolving. I went to crazy in my head very quickly because it seems like the plans usually take me some days to iron out & then in a split instant, they go off... it is very flusterating. And then I am the one to make new plans. And I don't know what at this moment is the best course of action... no action perhaps until morning and then I can re-evaluate the situation.
Does it really matter what the plan was? Certainly would be more entertaining if you knew... but right this minute I am just still in crazy ville & don't want to talk about it! I am honestly sure no one but me ever gets there!
But on another note... I got a BIG bag of clothes for Espen to grow into 3T today for $20. Just store them for a year... no big deal. And we have been invited to go to the children's museum tomorrow with the Gymboree moms but I haven't decided if we will go because of the cough... Espen always gets wet there & he has had a pretty bad cough & runny nose for several days. So I don't know if we will share our germs or not....
Does it really matter what the plan was? Certainly would be more entertaining if you knew... but right this minute I am just still in crazy ville & don't want to talk about it! I am honestly sure no one but me ever gets there!
But on another note... I got a BIG bag of clothes for Espen to grow into 3T today for $20. Just store them for a year... no big deal. And we have been invited to go to the children's museum tomorrow with the Gymboree moms but I haven't decided if we will go because of the cough... Espen always gets wet there & he has had a pretty bad cough & runny nose for several days. So I don't know if we will share our germs or not....
So no the boarder Nate was not part of my plan... in fact we are getting fairly excited because he will be leaving soon... :) No, the plan is that Anders wanted to spend spring break in Oklahoma. And I arranged to switch up some shifts with a co-worker so I could go. Doug had hard time getting time away so decided not to go. Then it seemed yesterday that Anders needs to stay at school for his spring break in order to take some time off in April when there is not a break to visit his family in Norway. So suddenly I am going to Oklahoma by myself. A 9 hour car ride with Espen does NOT seem possible. But the upside is that IF I can do it, I will have some days with my family & my mom will travel back with me to babysit Espen the next week as I picked up a week worth of shifts & have no sitter.... And then the price of the ticket jumped up $40... (not much but still...)... so at THIS MOMENT Espen & I are the only 2 going to Oklahoma. Silly for me to take a break when I was only doing it for Anders.... and so Doug could have a break... so my plan totally backfired... and it made me get all sorts of crazy.. But in order for Anders to have some time with his family in Norway, he needs to stay in Dodge City. And the time he has in Norway will be short because the section he is learning is HARD & requires his total focus. It will be a while before I have any more Saturdays off... so I will just enjoy my time... and do the best I can ...
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